WAS THIS THE FINAL SCAN?

WELL WE WENT TO DR VICTOR TODAY THURSDAY 6 NOVEMBER 2008.
I KNOW THAT I WAS RATHER SHOCKED TO GET TOLD THAT D DAY IS APPROACHING MUCH SOONER THAN WE THINK,OUR DUE DATE WAS 2 DECEMBER,ITS NOW IN THE NEXT TWO WEEKS AND DR SAYS NIX IS 2cm DILATED AND IT SEEMS AS IF BABY IS EAGER AND READY TO COME OUT IN THE NEXT TWO WEEKS.HE NOW WEIGHS 3,4 kg AND MEASURES CLOSE ONTO 37 WEEKS OLD ACCORDING TO HIS SIZE,I AM STILL SURE THAT SOMEWHER ALONG THE LINE WE LOST A WEEK OR TWO AND NOW HAVE OUR CALCULATIONS ALL MIXED UP.WELL I HAVE BEEN WALKING AROUND WITH MY HEAD IN THE CLOUDS FOR THE PAST 7 MONTHS,AND TODAY MY HEAD CHANGED POSITION AND IS NOW UP MY BUM.I FEEL STRESSED AS I KNOW WE WILL NOT GET BABIES ROOM FINISHED IN TIME,I DO HOWEVER PROMISE TO GIVE 100000000% AND TRY GET AS MUCH DONE AS POSSIBLE.I STARTED TO PAINT THE COT TODAY SO WHEN BABY COMES HE WILL ATLEAST HAVE HIS OWN BED TO SLEEP IN,AND WE WILL DO THE REST AS WE GO ALONG,WHICH INCLUDES PAINTING BABIES ROOM,PUTING UP SOME SHELVES AND THROWING OUT SOME OLD THINGS.I HAVE BEEN FEELING VERY EMOTIONAL THE PAST FEW WEEKS AND ESPECIALLY WHEN I LEFT FOR ADDO IN THE EASTERN CAPE THAT SUNDAY MORNING,I FAUGHT BACK THE TEARS OF LEAVING NIX ALONE,THEY DID NOT END THERE THOUGH AND ALL I THAUGHT ABOUT WAS NIX AND BABY,WHICH JUST OPENED THE TAP,IT WAS ACTUALLY TEARS OF JOY THAT WERE ROLLING DOWN MY FACE.THE BEST THING ABOUT THE TRIP WAS THE JOURNEY BACK HOME THE FRIDAY AFTERNOON,AND LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING MY NIX.I THINK ABOUT THE DAY THAT LIES AHEAD WHEN I GET TO SEE AND HOLD MY BABY BOY, IM JUST NOT SURE HOW IM GOING TO HANDLE THE WHOLE THING,I GUESS WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE HOW THINGS UNFOLD AND TRY NOT WORRY TO MUCH ABOUT THE WEEKS THAT LAY AHEAD,TAKE EACH DAY AS IT COMES AND TRY TO GET OUR BOYS ROOM FINISHED.WELL HOPEFULLY THE NEXT POST WILL CONTAIN SOME PICS OF BABY FOR ALL TO SEE.